17 November 2010

Lie on your bed and stare at the ceiling...

I'm listening to an 8tracks mix... it's entitled "Songs to lie on your bed and stare at the ceiling to" and it brought a smile to my face... and it made me think on how my life has changed... how I've changed... how i've grown... and it's overwhelming...
Sometimes you think people never changes... there's people who doesn't embrace change and clings to their old life, hoping the "good old times" come back... And the thing is... I noticed I've been trying really hard to cling to what I lived... to the happiness, to the good moments, even to the sadness and the anger... and... now... I just stopped trying... Because I've noticed how good I am, how incredibly talented I am... I noticed how I've been wasting my time thinking about the past... I noticed how YOU changed me... How I'm a better person because of you... You might not be my favourite person right now... but I owe you this one... and for that... I'm grateful... And I hope you're happy... Because now I know being strangers to each other is the best we can do if we want to be better...
Lately I've been thinking how lucky I am, I'm surrounded by amazing people who cares about me and loves me... who won't give up on me... and it makes me smile...
I'm living the best moment I could possibly live right now... And I'm so enjoying it...
I hope you read this someday, because this might be the last time I write about you...
Thank you...
L.